nothing is left unsaid

2009-12-31T13:42:00.003+08:00

I HAVE MOVED HERE.

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2009-12-15T21:41:00.003+08:00

im having a tumblr soon fcks.
click here to read my few new posts.

link. or dont.
its up to you guys.

sensitive season.

2009-12-11T22:18:00.005+08:00

am i drifting in, or am i drifted out? can you guys decide please?
i feel like i'm far far away now...

like what deena tweeted. here comes the sensitive season. hoorah..

threesome

2009-12-09T23:47:00.011+08:00

went job hunting with my two bitches. its been a long long time since i last hunt for a part time job. anyways, its was always deena making the first move. and at one point of time, when it was my turn to ask for vacancy, i stammered. i wanted to say, "hi is there any vacancy?". but i ended up saying, "hi is there any ja.. jaa. jacob!". i dont know why. i wasnt really neervous but only that my tongue somehow got twisted. -___-' and even before i could finish my whole sentence, the nyonya said no. knn. then, we went to the next shop, deena approaches the counter. to her surprise, the cashier was crying otp. hahahahahha. macam macam karenah uh. i was laughing my way out of the shop. there are also shops that need only english and chinese speaking. to me, that is super dumb and totally bias. the employed worker herself there cant even speak good english. what's worst, she cant understand "Job Vacancy". stupid. i bet she can only say, "hi, welcome" and "thank you." pfft. but we did managed to fill in forms for a few shops around there.

oh and i hope i have the effort to go to school tomorrow. pffft!! im in my holiday mood already.

why are you so defensive? she has nothing to do with you anymore. why do you even care siding her? you even said it in front of me. do you ever thought about how i feel when you said that? it hurts me to the deepest core ...

bored/random

2009-12-07T14:45:00.002+08:00

Obviously im bored and random by making this video.
class was boring. felt like not going to school for this last week of the school year but i have to.
cause i made a stupid bet with haridz that i would come to school earlier than him. -.-
but anyways, today i won the bet so ya. that was easy. i hope it'll be easier tomorrow, and for the next three more days of school. pfft.

and get well soon deena!

sugar rush

2009-12-07T12:58:00.002+08:00

"Awak, i cant sleep well on saturday because i kept thinking of you. I love you so much. I'm so sorry for hurting you the last moment of that day. I enjoyed every moment with you. even since the first day we met even though we had a lot of hard times. Through all those hard times we began to accept each other well. It's hard at first, but as days go by we love one another so much. Till we were paranoid because we thought that we would play behind each other's back. I just want your eyes, and your mind to be on me. I know i'm selfish. I know you too had that mindset. We've gone through thick and thins together. I know you really well and you know me really well. Its hard for me to let you slip away from me. And my greatest fear is LOSING the one i really love and treasure most. and that is you, Nor 'Atikah Binte Zainal. If i had one wish, my wish is to be with you by my side forever dear. I love you so freaking much awak..."

-awwwwwwwwwwwwwww. (':

anyways, its such a bummer i couldnt go home with boyfriend today. he's busy with school project. its okay though. going out with haridz instead then.

currently in school. and i just melted just talking about jacob black. and to you too haridz, im still choosing jacob no matter what, bitch. (:

picnic

2009-12-06T15:40:00.006+08:00

yesterday was a gathering-picnic at ecp. the rain cant stop pouring but still we managed to have our fun and games. after which went to have our dinner at mac. after dinner, they planned to go sheesha at haji lane. but me and bf didnt tag along cause he was too tired. the funny thing is that, eventhough he's that tired, he's able to stayed up late at my house to watch soccer; again. but this time with my dad. i know, my dad macam faham when it comes to soccer and stuff. pfft.

anyways, i was suppose/invited to go for a friend's brother's wedding ceremony at seranggoon today. and in the evening, i was suppose to meet my darlings. unfortunately i was damn exhausted from idk what. sorry ):

i miss boyfriend already..... oh and im still choosing jacob black ok mok. just cause of his super awesomely hot body. can? (:

movie marathon

2009-11-29T18:16:00.010+08:00

watched indonesian movies online yesterday and i seriously cant stop staring at andhika pratama. Punk In Love, Cacatan Akhir Sekolah and Virgin 2 Bukan Film Porno. Punk in love was hilarious. Cacatan akhir sekolah was okay. the virgin movie was the best. its so depressing. its a good thing though. theres some point where the scene was so freaking sweet, and at some, its so heartbreaking. thanks to boyfriend. he told me to watch that awesome movie.

after movie marathon-ing, i was suppose to memorise my scripts for today's role play. tests are drawing near too. double shits. my two bitches called me last minute to get our scripts properly done. so went over to dina's place yesterday eveniing. by then, it was already 9:30. we also had time to crap and bitch about stuff. pffft. and whenn i got home, it was already 12. slept around, 1-2? and i woke up late for school today. due to yesterday's late-night-last-minute-project-work. school starts at 8, but i reached at 10. so jarang for me to come to school that late. good girl pe. HAHA. ya right. but it all paid off cause encik alvin said we had done pretty well for our role play. yey!

last saturday, went out with darlings. fetched fina from her work and off to somerset. wanted to go flea market but it was already closed. or what i thought it had. we then had dinner at far east and went to get my free drink at dr cafe. cookies frappe. freaking nice. kate free. HAHA. met boyfriend and his friends afterwards outside ion. the mat motors then came while i and helina was on the way sending fina and shaff to the mrt station. hung out for awhile, (which was literally awhile) and off home. boyfriend wanted to watch soccer over at my house but i let him eventhough i was already super duper tired. you welcome awak!

♥

2009-11-27T20:30:00.000+08:00

Happy 22nd Monthsarry
Dearest Ashish.
♥♥♥

-and salam aidiladha to all muslims. (:

gamers

2009-11-20T18:54:00.007+08:00

this is what i meant when i said that i cant concentrate in class during cso.
as usual, ghufran would take my hp like as if it was his, and take videos. almost all of us were playing computer games. cause there are games that you cant resist playing them. like, left4dead, command&conquer, diner dash, cake mania, burger shop, crazy taxi, etc. and of course the ever so famous, solitaire. pfft.
then, we finally realized that a bunch of us were wearing black jackets/hoodies. what else then to take pictures of us jacket people together.

the dusty side of the pot room.

if you realized, ghup's face was so near to the dusty mirror.

then it happened. his face and hoody's marks on the mirror.
if you're wondering how it happened, dont bother. haha.
but damn, that mirror was freakin dusty.

monsoon

2009-11-19T08:15:00.003+08:00

these past few days, it has been raining all the time. be it at night or early in the morning. i hate it that whenever i brought my handy umbrella to school, it'll never rain. but if i didnt, it rains. tsk!

oh and my BBF found something "intelligent" to do during those rainy season. he wore this plastic bag all the way from school to clementi mrt station. lucky i entertained.

the past few days, my days has been pretty okay. first time of this year, i finally stepped into marsiling's music room. attended band just to see how it was going. other than that, watched Jennifer's Body, Paranormal Activity and 2012 consecutively. and school, i cant deny that its getting damn slack now compared to term 1. i bet, without the kiddy games that i have been playing in pot room's pc, i think i can do well in my studies. haha. i even transfer those games in my thumbdrive. like the saying goes; once you start, you cant stop. thats how i feel. fun siols. hahahahahahah.

kay da.

yessa faizal is out.

updated

2009-11-09T20:53:00.003+08:00

finally shared blog was updated
sila kunjungi jika tidak keberatan. (:

http://loverswho-uncover.blogspot.com/

oh and my small sister had just made her own facebook. pffft. mentel.
can find her at Susie Zainal Jadi.
i know right. Susie? wth. haha.

lets be open.

2009-11-05T21:48:00.005+08:00

this is my friend haridz. he aint straight.
being the irritating interviewer, i ask questions about his views on other guys in our school.
in the begining, he tried to change topics. so you might need to skip that if you want. but in the end, i managed to make him talk. gay talk. okay la, bi.

this video came out of the blue; randomly. i made this video while waiting for apishnohnish finish his lessons. apologies to the person who i had mentioned in this video. i mean no harm. no offence okay. again, this is random. (:

topicless

2009-11-03T19:37:00.013+08:00

YUSRA GEMOK MACAM HIPPO!

just wanna let my 6 year old sister read what im typing. cause she's right beside me now, reading every single word aloud.

-.-

thats my fat sister btw. not me.

anyways, today my bestfriend pushed me on the arm while i was carrying my cup of soya bean. thanks best friend. purposely? yes? cause she was pushing me all the way to the side and act as if she didnt do it on purpose. HAH!
kay, actually, small matter uh. hahaha. next time push me harder k!

kay, selamat!

..

2009-11-03T12:54:00.001+08:00

i hate breaking hearts; but i kept doing it.

sorry....

darlings feat emma

2009-10-29T17:27:00.015+08:00

celebrated daffy's and helina's birthday yesterday. eventhough i was fatigue from school hours and i had my non-stop flu going on, i really enjoyed myself. we played twister but the pictures taken were to explicit to be shown here. but the other pictures will do much of the talking on how i spent my splendid evening with them.

the two birthday girls.

emma had cum all over her mouth. lol.

the "birthday cake". chocolate cake with lots of whipped cream.
tell you, its finger licking goood even if it looks pathetic to some.

and the junks we had.

cant wait till the next gathering. ((:
which i dont know when. pfft.

its about time.

2009-10-25T22:30:00.003+08:00

it's quite a scene right in front of my house right now. i was in my brother's room when i heard a loud 'thud' outside the window. the first thing that came to my mind was that something fell. but when i looked outside the window, the first thing i saw was a motorcylist; lying on the road, trying to get himself up. he was knocked down by a car that was coming out of the multi-storey carpark. i got so excited seeing all the commotion that i ran and told my parents that there was an accident just outside the house. hahaha. yes, im that busybody. cant help it. anyways, its about time already. not being evil. theres always jams outside that multi-storey carpark cause theres always these kiasu people who likes parking their cars along the road near the entrance of the carpark. must sound uh these people. tsk.

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birthday lagi

2009-10-25T06:17:00.001+08:00

happiest 19th daffyna!
ler baru nak 19 dek? hahah jk. happy2 slalu love!
meet you soon!

work

2009-10-24T17:35:00.007+08:00

had sand castle team building at west coast to waste time. seriously its boring. except for that flying fox thing. 5 hours of team building shits and we're off. went to deena's house to get myself clean and change for our meeting at 4:30, tanjong pagar. together with the fews in QB.

told bf to meet afterwords at 630. but i finally ended my meeting at 730. ):
went off to clark quay to have a long chat and we're off home by 10.

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birthday girls

2009-10-22T09:56:00.004+08:00

Happiest birthday to deena and helina!
much loves from me. (:

♥♥♥♥

brutal.

2009-10-21T21:11:00.005+08:00

starting from next week, oh in fact, this friday onwards, im gonna be freakin packed with tons of plans. i even tried squeezing in other plans in one day.

its cause i'll be working everyday starting from next week. yes, including weekends. only for 2 weeks though. will be working as a mystery shopper. its under a legal company.

also, i have kind of a big project to do with my groupmates. will be organizing a small event at club rainbow for kids for a day. the process makes me even more "busy-er" with fund-raising and stuffs like that. i just hope at the end of the day, i wouldnt be so worn out.

not forgetting birthdays to celebrate this october. hmmmm..??
ehem ehem.

and then, all these will lead to me abandoning my blog, again. nothing new eh?
kay, i know im getting boring. bye.

'stealing is fun.' not!

2009-10-17T17:13:00.003+08:00

here's a story i would wanna share with you readers. a story that my brother told me and my cousins. true story ya. here's how it goes:

two couples (all of them are my brother's friends) were on a road trip to kl. its a long journey as you all may already know. couple A sits in front, where the boyfriend drives the car and the girlfriend sat next to him. and couple B sat at the passenger seat behind. in the middle of the highway in malaysia, the girlfriend in couple A wanted to shit so badly. she told her boyfriend to stop at some bushes nearby. but the boyfriend disagreed and told her to wait for a few minutes. they then argued. till when her boyfriend cant stand her, he stopped the car at the side where there's bushes for her to shit. her boyfriend accompanied her while couple B stayed in the car. even when the girlfriend was doing her business in the bushes, couple A was still arguing. then, her boyfriend went back to the car to take a big bottle of plain water, a plastic bag and a tissue paper and gave it to her. he then waited for her in the car. after a while the girlfriend came back carrying her shit in the plastic bag with her. her boyfriend asked her why didnt she just throw it in the bushes. she said its not appropriate and she wanted to throw her shit properly in the bin. the boyfriend got mad and said she will not get in the car with the plastic bag. and again, couple A argued for awhile and then finally made a decision. the girlfriend got in the car carrying the plastic bag that has her shit in it hanging outside the window car. not long after, while they were on the road, a motorcylist zoomed past the car and snatched the plastic bag thats filled with shit from her. the motorcylist then drove in front of the car and gave them a thumbs up. all of them in the car was stunt and didnt know how to react to the situation!

and my brother said, if only he could know the motorcylist's reaction when he opened the plastic bag. yea, i would wanna know too. hahahahahahahahahahah

moral of the story is, dont be too desperate on stealing anything and everything that you see. i know ris low said 'stealing is fun'. but its not fun when you accidentally stole a bag of shits. hahaha!

school again

2009-10-13T21:45:00.005+08:00

first day of school for the new term was shitty yet kinda interesting. saw shit face and bestfriend. what a day. first day only my uniform kena sambal. naohia.

finally i got to know my results. im really not satisfied with it eventhough i didnt fail any of my modules. now i have to work hard on the module that encik baey is teaching us. funny, i forgot what's the name of the module he's teaching. of all the 3 modules im having this term, i only remember one. and that is service excellence. whoa well done aty. good memory. (:

second day was okay.
only that my other uniform now kena mee siam.
-__________________-
oh and i saw shit face again!

kay da.

back to bangs

2009-10-07T21:24:00.002+08:00

thought of trying something new to my hair. and that is, cutting it short. but being the fickled minded that i am, i couldnt decide. and so in the end i only cut my fringe and layered my hair even more. all thanks to that small scissors that i used in my drawer. im afraid of going to the salon cause i had a couple of bad experiences when i got there to have my hair cut. it always turn out what i did not expect it to be. and that is bad.

my 2nd borhter's friends came over for raya today, and to my surprise i didnt know that one of his friends was an ex student from marsiling sec. and she's one year younger than me. i dont know her name though but i recognized her well. i only know her cause she's sudiana teng's friend. small small smaaall world.

recently, i have been going out raya with peeps. eventhough i had laughs, its not the same when i'm out raya-ing wtih my darlings. miss those idiots like hell. going out raya with classmates? haha. im hearing crickets already. they're so quiet during the holidays. anyways, next week school reopens and im yet to check my result online.

you see, i have trouble logging in to the website. im really sure of my password but i dont know why i have trouble logging in. grrr. frustrating siaa. texted encik baey for an alternate log in password but he's oncourse now. tsk. but i doubt i have good results. i dreamt that i failed one of my module......

TOUCH WOOD.

starjumps

2009-10-07T17:06:00.003+08:00

omg. i laugh everytime i see this. especially that 3rd guy from the right.
iraq police do star jumps.
credits to emma. i got this from her.

yet another (:

2009-09-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

happy 20th mthsary apishnoshnish!

despite all my merepekness, you still love me dearly.
thanks dear.
much love. ♥♥

raya fun

2009-09-24T16:55:00.023+08:00

first day of hari raya was already hectic. my cousins from kl came down to celebrate hari raya and they stay in for just a couple of days. all of the cousins even my grandparents gather here as early as 10 in the morning. it was fun even the rapid movement around the house; moreover that the new house is now much smaller than before. and the whole house really look like a can of sardines. what makes it more exciting is having little arjuna around the house. wee! (oh arjuna is my little nephew from kl btw.)

not much pictures were taken cause theres a lot i had to take care of around here. like, clearing up the table and all. maklumlah, my maid is not around anymore. ooh and green packets? dont get me started. i got bunch of it eventhough im already 19, which prolly some may consider a working teen. (but im not yet working la duh.) they said i dont look like one. oh well. nothing new.

second day of hari raya was house-visiting day. macam convoy-or how do you spell it. theres a car for small kids, 3 cars for adults/grandparents and theres 2 cars for teens. very organized. lol. but the car that i was in has arjuna in. he's exceptional cause he's freakin cute. whenever he wants milk he'll go, "mama tetek!!". hahaha.

third day of raya, not much of visiting. went house visiting to my mom's side. and its been awhile.

fourth day. school. pfft! nothing 'raya-related' about that. encik baey told us to attend the mentorship programme again. before this we didnt attend the course. but yesterday, me and deena really pitied him so bad cause he said he wanna give us some goodies after that. free movie tickets to any movie! so baik sia. but yet, i pity him so much. i dont know why. maybe cause we lied to him eventhough he's being nice to us? maybe he sounded pitiful? or maybe its just about his face? lol. 3 hours of mentorship thingy and we're off home.

waa

2009-09-19T20:36:00.002+08:00

selamat hari raya!!

aty ingin menyusun sepuluh jari termasuk la jari2 kaki aty untuk meminta maaf pada sesiapa yang telah tersinggung dengan kata-kata atau perbuatan aty. dan makan, minum harap di halal kan! especially to azhar. nak datang raya, datang kat bangkit block 271. jangan jadi slenge gi marsiling. okay! (:

plans on going out raya please message me on 9459... eh. not 8152...
happy hari raya!!

gaylang

2009-09-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

finally exams are over!
and im having my holidays now. thought that cpa was easier than bev. whatever.

went geylang to break fast with some of my classmates. plus ashish and ain. we didnt manage to get there and be ready in time. in the end, ate at some coffee shop which i dont really know where. i can easily get lost in geylang really. different story if we're comparing with daniel sobrielo, who is an expert with places in geylang. pffft. after eating, walked around geylang. ghuppy and dollah bought dendengs along the way. and i ate some. (: and i suddenly remembered nanaa when eating dendengs. awww.
went golden something something to play pool. (told you im not familiar with geylang.) but i left early with boyfriend cause i was getting too tired.

i've told you readers that im gonna upload a picture of 'aisyah' soon right?
okay, here you go (:

love you aisyah~

time, please slow down.

2009-09-05T13:22:00.007+08:00

business environment,
what the hell is wrong with you!!

i cant get myself to study! and if i do study, i cant get the things i studied in my head. soo much to memorise and i yet cant differentiate between the two modules that im having. what the farc!! having my exams in two days time and im yet to cover one module. theres too much in my head and i cant simply cramp it all in for these two days. see, the result of a last minute study. kids, dont try this at home. it could kill parts of your brain cells. serious shit. okay no.
...and i couldnt believe that im blogging. a good example of a "pro" learner. i'll take this few minutes just to blog kay.

yesterday met darlings!! ate ayam penyet at lucky plaza -.- cause daffy's aunt could reserve us a place for breaking fast. easy job. but sedaaap. cause theres chicken; and keropok to fight for. walked around ion and i got statics almost everytime. ouch. wearing slippers in a cold place isnt a good idea after all. if you get what i mean. after which boyfriend and bom came. after awhile got home with boyfriend, bom and helina in the same bus.

ok im going back to study now. wish me luck for exams can? i know im gonna flunk but just wish me kay. thanks. hha!

next next week hari raya uh!!! ((:

helo miss p.

2009-08-29T22:14:00.007+08:00

yesterday i was looking forward to breaking fast with boyfriend at town. unfortunately, on that very day, ms P. came unexpectedly. tsk.

but that didnt stop us. went geylang for a little while to look for boyfriend's baju kurung. and then went off to funan to break fast at kfc. and how could i totally forgot about baybeats that day not until boyfriend told me. pffft. and so, a last minute plan, we went over to esplanade to catch a glimpse of the bands. met haniz, daniel, shaiful, aida and even hairul! (waa. malam2 pakai shades. haha.) got to know great spy experiment is performing later that night; but they were the last band to perform. moreover, boyfriend got school in the morning the next day. awww. ):

but its ok though. its not like its the end of the world if missed them playing.
went home by bus and got troubled with boyfriend for some apparent reason. it was heart aching for me to think it all back again but we're fine like we're used to now. cause in the end, he was being super duper sweet. apologies, kisses on my hand, words that could really melt my heart out and a hug. but know what, only a hug can really make me feel that he cared. seriously, thanks dear. appreciated.

and as for today, cousins living in bukit panjang went over to break fast together in our new house. even my grandparents came over. some family gathering. ya.. ok.
done for now.

19th

2009-08-25T09:20:00.016+08:00

first and foremost, happy 19 monthsary dear.
lysfm, as always. <3

sorry again for not updating regularly.

people have been telling me to update but i was just to lazy to even on my laptop. no, not an excuse. i am lazy for real ok. moreover, i had to share the vodafone with my two brothers. that pretty much leads to why im not updating. hah!

guess what, i got sick and tired of looking at the boxes in my house. there's still boxes laying around. new house is still in a mess and yet to be cleaned. its so ugly.
and exams are drawing near. 2 papers that im looking forward to are in 2 weeks time. then i'll be done and over with. woohoo! theres too much too learn though even i have only 2 exam papers. hasnah said we should learn the whole module cause everything will be tested. wat duhhell. too much to memorise and too little time. i'll just learn what i can.

so whats been happening to me lately? same ol same ol. growing an inch everyday.
and im not contactable for now. bill is not yet paid. nothing new right. so as usual kay, call me when theres something important. and fyi, i hate silent callers. the one when i pick up the phone, and there's no one talking (but you can still here the background). damn irritating. and another one, when my phone rings, and when i answer, the caller rejects the call. this has happened to me a few times recently. if you guys want to assure that im still using that number, why not ask properly? good idea right.
and as to why im not online in msn these days is cause, yes, im lazy. sorry to those who are looking forward to chatting with me online, like nura 19frets. i just cant get myself to click that msn messenger on the bottom left corner of my laptop screen. ):

oh ya, and to those who are still lost, im staying at bangkit already. no more woodlands. put that in your cute little tinie winie head kay. (:

and to darling2 ku, yes, i want to meet you guys tooo!
daffy, cepat2 habes kan red light kau. buka sama2 ramai2. (:

holy month

2009-08-22T03:12:00.007+08:00

Selamat Berpuasa

to all muslim friends. (:

nyonya nyanyok

2009-08-19T21:29:00.004+08:00

i have heard a lot of stories about a nyonya shitting at the grass patch at woodlands interchange. only that i didnt experience it myself for all the time i lived in woodlands. but somehow i got to catch the nyonya peeing at the grass patch that evening and i really couldnt believe it. seriously amazed me in a very bad way that is. the funny part, she (the nyonya) have that very 'rilek' face. its as if she had been doing this for quite a while. i couldnt find my phone in time to video it from the start. only managed to have it in a short video. aaaaah!! nyonya nyanyok!! hahahahha.

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for the sake of an update.

2009-08-19T19:53:00.005+08:00

i was being super nice at school so i took pictures with everybody. :D
well almost.
took pictures with:

the metro.

the kakak.

the hinguus.

the heartshape.

the pehlaki.

the perangai gemok.

the matrep.

the kecik.

the step cute.

the end!

random

2009-08-12T14:18:00.005+08:00

They/We just got nothing better to do.

presenting ghufran and shaiful.

bloody update

2009-08-11T14:03:00.005+08:00

just donated my blood today. (((:

and i recieved a no chicken award. cool or what!

flashbacks

2009-08-11T09:38:00.005+08:00

sorry for the late update.
currently in school. i was really busy with my real life. with moving and stuff. finally just moved to the new house and its all in a mess. but my room was partially done though.

friday, 7 august
it was national day celebration in school. bazaars, games, class decorations and all. my class was involve in the class decoration. it was as if i was back to secondary school, doing all of these stuff. boyfriend came in to help with the decorations cause he got nothing to do. pfft! waited till the results and finally got to know that we won first place! yey! haha. QB is so awesome. won free movie tickets to any movie we wanna watch. nice.

saturday, 8 august
the day where i got super duper tired and restless. luckily my new house is on the 2nd floor. made friends with aisyah and invited her in. gave her cat food and water and she gobble it up like theres no tomorrow. uhuh, aisyah is a cat. fat cat. that's what yusra wanted to call her. haha. i'll upload her picture here someday ya.

sunday, 9 august
happy national day! aww i was late. but nevertheless, i somehow enjoyed myself eventhough i didnt watch the fireworks that day. went out to meet boyfriend. was otw to marine parade just to eat ljs. when we changed our plans to go boyfriend's aunty's daughter's birthday party at thompson. hoho. helina was there too. and yes i missed her. in fact the whole darlings. anyways, the food there was half amazing. hahah. kay amazing. a strawberry ice cream cake, seaweed chickens, mee soto, pies, fishballs, cocktails, etc. all that party foods uh eh. went off at 7 plus plus. and straight home. cause i wanna watch singapore idol. im not interested in going to watch the fireworks that day cause

1) for sure its gonna be fckng packed; matreps included.
2) i have watched fireworks during the previews.
3) im just too tired to go there.

luckily boyfriend didnt wanna go there too. like what deena would prolly say, jiwer....!

monday, 10 august
a stay-at-home day. just plain lazy to go out today. continued clearing up things at home. went ikea, bought things and back home again. and that day i only ate lontong and maggie only. at night i finally got my proper meal. kay uh. im hungry like hell sia yesterday.

ok im done blogging. bye.

apek pulaaaak.

2009-07-31T18:11:00.011+08:00

school was a waste of time today. all the hard work that me, deena and nanaa did today was the last minute project that we had to hand in in 1 hour. and thats it. was released from school at 11am and had 3 hours of break till 2pm where me and deena had to attend a workshop; just to take attendance. anyways, i got no plans today and thats why i attended. in that 3 hours, me deena ghufran and maraaat went cp to have our lunch at banquet. and thats where i made the stupidest mistake. i dared ghufran in eating my kway teow leftovers, mixed with soya bean, green tea, chilli's oil, chicken rice's soup and orange juice. i wanted to add more 'things' to it but im out of 'things' to add. in return, he said i have to buy seaweed shaker at mac for him. and i agreed. so, ghufran managed to eat a spoonful of that. tsk. -.-' i now learnt my lesson ghup.

"Bilang keluargamu semua, kalau ada apek tua meminta surat khabar, radio atau tv rosak mengetuk pintu rumah mu, jangan buka pintu. Kerana apek itu mengendong hantu tetek China dengannya. Beliau akan menghasut kita menghisap tetek hantu tersebut untuk merasai susu fake china. Jikalau tidak menghisap, hantu tetek itu akan sembunyikan kita dalam tetek nya. susu beliau tidak sedap dan juga bau busuk. tengok lobang pintu sebelum buka. apek itu sudah conquer duxton hill. sekarang tampines."

HAHAHAHAH. this made me laugh when my mom showed this sms to me. this is funny rather than scary. oh wait, is this suppose to be a joke? hahahaha.

boredom in school

2009-07-28T16:20:00.007+08:00

If only i didnt turn up for school today. i was merely wasting my time there cause most of my classmates are involve in the nyaa stuff.
TSK!!! -________________________-"
and so, i spent my time reading arshanti's blog. (:

18th mthsary

2009-07-27T10:14:00.008+08:00

you're where i shed all my tears to. all the answers to my problems. you are my shelter. you're the one who is always there whenever i'm in need of someone. you're like my guiding star that i will never want it to go away. you're the reason why i am still standing strong even without 'them'. you are a defination of what love really means. it's you who i can always confide to. who i can joke around with and be myself. my enemy, brother, bestfriend, boyfriend; everything.

and that's the reason why it's hard for me to let you go that easily.

Happy 18th month dearest.

i love you endlessly.

incident yang sungguh 'memelikkan'.

2009-07-22T20:25:00.005+08:00

let me share you some slight yet creepy incident that happened this evening.
boyfriend fetched me as usual after school today. we took 173 followed by 178. cause i wanted to go to old transit at marsiling. and so, we were already in 178. boyfriend fell asleep on my shoulder. and as i was about to close my eyes, i realized the bus driver was looking at the rear mirror, looking at the passengers. cause there was a bell indicating that someone wants to alight at the coming stop. we were 2 stops away from the kranji war memorial at that moment. so when the bus stops, nobody alighted. the bus driver then looked to his back, looking at the passengers. and then, the bus continued its journey. a few minutes later, another bell was heard. this time, i realized that the light that shows, 'Bus Stopping' is not lighted. so does the previous one. and again, nobody alighted. me, being the witnessed as i was sitting right at the back. i didnt see anybody reaching out for the bell either. this tme, the bus driver got out of his seat and asked if anybody had pressed the bells. but no one had pressed it. from the look of ths bus driver's face, he was obviously fed up/or maybe scared? haha.
me? i was already creeping out. when i finally realized the bell sounded "teet!" instead of "ding dong!". and that "teet" sound were only for that 2 mysterious stops.

CREEEEPY RIGHHT!!! i know. kay da.

hobby kite

2009-07-20T21:07:00.005+08:00

she emerges from nowhere...

she then slowly approaches...

and finally reaches to me, just to make dumb faces; with me.
lol. luckily i entertained her.

-

aku mmg kakak kau. bodo.

2009-07-19T20:26:00.003+08:00

the other day, i was on my way to meet boyfriend at fajar lrt when a chinese guy, around 17 i think, asked me if i could buy for him a cigg. so i bought for him at a nearby mamak shop. as usual, the mamak asked for an ic. i showed it to him and he was so unsure about it cause he was comparing from my look now and my ic picture. after he finally hand me the cigg and had just wasted my time, i gave the cigg to that chinese guy.

here comes the annoying bit. after giving the cigg to the guy, i passed a few malay zhenghua sec students, hanging around the void deck. then suddenly, one of the 'still-underage' boy called out, "kak, kak! oh kak!". i got so irritated and i turned to him. then he said, "sorry eh. paisey. kau bukan kakak aku."
what the fuc?? -_______- biadap nye anak. he left me having no mood for about what, 30 minutes? thanks eh adek!
anyways, got to look at the new house and it's progressing well. the master's toilet is half done and it's already looking fab. cant wait till its all done.

and yesterday, was awesome as usual; with boyfriend. wanted to shop but i just couldnt decide what to buy. in the end, we watched the fireworks. oooh! and i think i saw kb during that ndp preview. confirm he'll get alot of money to belanja me instead. :B

seeck.

2009-07-15T18:35:00.005+08:00

ey look, i also can pout laaa.

boyfriend sent me to school today then he went off to gym. it was already 910 when i finally reached school. eventhough class has already started, which was at 9, i went to put my bag in my class and went down to the canteen to have my breakfast. not only me but a handful of my classmates did the same. yes, despite the nags we had from hasnah about late comers. i felt even more pity for hasnah when no one gives a fck about her naggings. almost the whole class eh. hahah. kesiaaaan hasnah. sorry kay. i'll try not to be hungry next time. not a promise though.

school was as per normal today. learnt about flashmobs. it was kinda cool when mr alex showed us a video about it eventhough it got nothing to do with what we were studying. there are so many types of flashmobs. it was wierd for me. but somehow or another, i find it kinda cool. they dispersed and acted like they didnt know what just happened. lol. thats the wierd bit. wanna know what it really is? go youtube, and search flashmob. easy? kay.

anyways, got home quite early than usual today. boyfriend fetched me from school again. i can see he's super worn out and he still denies it. tsk. told him to skip his theory and rest at home instead. and as for me, flu is still by my side. since yesterday. in fact, 2 of my cousins, plus yusra, is down with a fever. polyclinic was an ass. fck hell loads of people are sick. talking about sick, i got to know that one of the student from my class next door was suspected of a H1N1 flu. and they got 'LOA'. good riiight. i mean getting 'LOA'.
ape kate kite self-quarantine nak deena, nana? hahahahahah.

kay, im coughing like nobody's business now.
till here.

those were the days.

2009-07-12T12:00:00.003+08:00

we cousins were laughing at our old photos when my uncle showed them to us in the computer. it was so memorable. we were like back to yesterday, flashing back the old times, laughing on our old nerdy pictures. hahah. let me show some of them here. the most 'slengest' is so private-and-confidential kay. (:

laugh all you want. cause i had mine already.

aty is the botak one.

the white shirt.

the 'on-your-right' one.

obviously the purple one.

the curly one.

white.

the mentel one?

the short hair.

the middle one.

uh-huh. i change my hairstyle alot.

yusra's birthday

2009-07-11T18:57:00.014+08:00

screaming small kids running around the house. it feels like my head is gonna burst in a few seconds. their screaming their lungs out and i mean seriously loud eh. they are even screaming right to one another's faces. and that's only their normal conversation. fierce right. its yusra's birthday today. and that's prolly the reason why. more kids like her. besides celebrating this gemok's birthday, my maid is going home tomorrow. sad? yes! cause i have to do all the house work now! kay uh, partially true. she had been with us for almost 5 years. and she's so far the closest maid to our family compared to the other maids that we previously had. sending her to the airport tomorrow with the whole family for our last goodbyes.

now meet my nephew, dazril. short video. fav part: his smile. cute much!

back.

2009-07-10T18:30:00.006+08:00

sorry for my abandoned blog.
i had gone through tones of shits and happiness for the past few days. not that many shits though. and so, i just got home from school. was damn tired walking around jurong point trying to find yusra's birthday present. her birthday is tomorrow. followed by my brother, this coming monday. but finally, with the help of deena, i got my present for her. yey.

well, that was after school. during school was even much better. cause me and deena get to skip lessons. all thanks to nanaa for having brutally painful cramps. hahah. sorry, didnt mean to be rude here. (: but i didnt know helping people could be so much fun. moreover when you get to skip lessons and accompany your friend in the sick bay. and mdm hasnah was being super caring and sweet for applying ointment on nanaa's tummy and making nanaa a hot milo, which then we realized its coffee. -.- we then stayed there till 12 and we're off.

dead random videos you shouldnt watch. no, really.

oh and happy 18th birthday to hairul class monitor aku!
birthday cake sedap uh.

botans.

2009-07-01T09:49:00.006+08:00

had an "ema-outing" on monday. planned to go marina barrage for kite flying. but we had a change of plan and went botanic to have picnic instead. and that sambal i ate was super licking nice. credits to cik maimunah. (ema's mom.)

i found out that i got so lazy to update m blog these days. pfft. anyways, got back my repaired lappy. and ooh, my msn's gone. that explains why im so 'jarang' on msn. photoshop, photoscape; all uh, gone. pupus. menghilang entah ke mana.

and btw, can i say i miss school? cause i found out that my holidays are plain boring.

shocker

2009-06-26T13:52:00.012+08:00

it's a shocker for me that michael jackson is dead due to heart failure. im not a fan but i didnt expect him to be dead so soon. not only me but in fact the whole world? everybody are talking about it right now. he was an icon. even farah fawcett is dead cause she had cancer. the charlie's angel classic star. how i know these, cause i watch the news just this morning. semangat kebabian right. cause i wanna know how, when, why. that's what the news are for. haaah.

ooh! boyfriend got home sooner than i expected! ^^ i was with my darlings at woodlands when i recieved a msg from him yesterday night. and on that very night, i met him at fajar cause i cant wait to meet him any longer. i missed him so much! like how i missed eating vadeh. pffft. but i got to eat vadeh on that night too. all thanks to woodlands' pasar malam.

life.

2009-06-24T17:50:00.003+08:00

what does life is all about to you? well, for me, life is a wonderful piece of art work, that is god's creation. it's just a matter of how you appreciate your life with the wonderful people around you that will always stand by your side through all the major ups and downs in your life. these people around are the best thing that was given to us to add in some spice towards leading a wonderful and meaningful life in this temporary world. family and friends is like the most important person for me. without them, this life would be filled with nothing but emptiness. as for friends, true friends will always be there for you no matter how busy their life could be. some friends are worth to be treasured in your life but some are not. there are friends that will stab you right at the back some day though they have been putting up a good act that makes you eat up all those sweet words they have said. i mean literally stab you, it's not stabbing your back with a knife or something. that will just lead their butts to prison. well, this is life. it's full of different people with different perception and goals in life. though there may be some people with common thoughts but at the end of the day, there are always differences. that's why there's always a disagreements in life. but what ever it is, let's enjoy this life wonderfully and meaningfully so that we can be a better person and feel good of ourself. life is very short i shall say. there are people leaving this world at my age. i can be leaving soon too but just that we won't know when will our time comes. come on everyone, let's party! enjoy the life we have now. :)

an extract i took from shaiful's blog. sorry shaiful but it somehow relate to my life right now. credits to him. very meaningful. thanks.
i'll just enjoy what i have now. i bet boyfriend knows what i mean.

short update

2009-06-22T09:17:00.003+08:00

we've finally moved out from our house. im at my cousin's house currently at fajar.

will be around here for 2 months till we got in to our new house. anyways, i got so freakin exhausted from yesterday's chaotic day. the whole body was aching so bad. it was due to the heavy stuffs that i carried/shifted. and so much problem on just one day. something like, the moving truck was too small, no rent house, so on and so forth. not having my two brothers to help was heart pain cause i was the one who had to carry most of the things. -.- but luckily, boyfriend and some of his friends came and help out a little. thank goodness.

boyfriend had gone KL with his family this morning. he's gonna be back home on thursday/friday.

boriiiiiing! and i missing him already. ):

-till here.

oh dear.

2009-06-20T09:36:00.004+08:00

being spoilt isnt solving any problem dear.

i hope i wasnt the cause of all these. i aint no professional cupid.

i hope you come to your senses. (:

babiesss

2009-06-18T19:57:00.010+08:00

(encik baey not in pic. he left early to repair his watch.)

was out with this minahrep (in picture above) yesterday. we were selected to attend this IT course at orchard cineleisure. we have to create those animation stuff. me? doing that kind of stuff?? hahah. its so mahesh-ly (note: my own word) . i have zero idea about doing animation using a software. thought of not going to this course but encik baey is attending too. and so we had to stay just for the sake of him. i dont know why but i seriously pity encik baey alot at that time. as soon as encik baey reached the course centre, he looked lost and dont know what to do. pity right... ):

and so, me and deena tried to make him comfortable. in the end, he too wanted to leave early because he got lost with doing animation halfway. hahahha. so we went off with him during lunch and never came back.

afterwhich, i separated with them and then went off to meet boyfriend at bukit gombak as i had nowhere else to go. he was at the gym with some friends. and one of his friends is hatim. yes, timon, the chicken guy. hahaha. small small world aye. after a year plus of knowing hatim and didnt get the chance to meet, boyfriend get to meet him first before me. funny.

im poofed out from looking after these twins and their brother. they stayed over for nearly a week now. and i never thought that taking care of the twins would be that hard. what makes it even harder is when they are crying at the same time. tiring as hell. their brother, ridwan, always dashing through the red lights. super hyper. he managed to finished one whole box of oreos that i bought for him. imagine that. he's an oreo fan obviously. overall it was fun having the babies over. but they are back home now. (:

-okay end!

drip drip!

2009-06-13T19:47:00.005+08:00

as usual, i had lots of fun with boyfriend today. fetched him at bbdc then went off to habourfront to eat. afterwhich, we went up to daiso. walked around and then we went bus touring. (maklumlah, bus cosession.) the eewy yet funny part was when, boyfriend lay on my shoulder and was fast asleep, and his saliva was dripping on my arm. goodness.. hahah! and this didnt happen once today. sorry awak i had to blog about this. it was something unusual for me to have someone's saliva dripping on me. lol.

anyways, school is out! im having my holidays. yey! my little niece is coming over to stay. it's not gonna be a boring holiday i might say. or, i hope. still, i have school this coming friday and some events coming up on 17 june and the 23rd? yea. no overseas trip for me this june cause my house isnt settled yet.

uhm, i may sound a bit late to some but wth, happy school holidays!

oh school, end quick.

2009-06-08T12:23:00.009+08:00

one more test to go and im done. currently studying cpa. well, just finished studying. had my free time to blog now. 2 and a half more hour till im done with school for today. quick time, fly. ouh and ya. just got a message from goku. he failed. ): despite passing my bracelet to him before he left for prac this morning. kononnya good luck charm la ehk. pfft! its okay though. try even harder again kay awak. i'll pass you another bigger bracelet next time. hoho.

yesterday went out to sembawang shopping centre to watch my first brother perform. knowing that i got nothing to eat at home, i tagged my family along. no food at home, no wireless connection, tv's like poo. and lucky me for following my parents along. if not, i wouldnt get the chance to eat my kway teow goreng at al azhar. afterwhich ate chicken. yey. this whole week i've been eating chickens. prangai gemok, i know. im on my way there.

okay. i miss darlings. like fck.

buloh-ing

2009-05-29T19:03:00.012+08:00

Today was fun but damn tiring. only some of you might know why im tired today. it started off right from the start, early in the morning. got no lesson today but my class had to do some car washing. lol. i didnt help out though. sat in the canteen after breakfast at mac till 145pm then off to sungei buloh for photo taking. it's part of my cca. i had to do it. maybe some of you are still wondering what cca i am in. haha. im in the IT club and i joined just for the sake of learning more about photography. then, we'll be learning about videography? or something. ey, it's better than me in green club okay, having some people laughing at me afterwards. like what daffy would do.

anyways, sprayed a whole lot of insect repellent and pasted that mosquito patch on my shirt. was i free from mosquitos? yes. ^^ but poor nanaa. she took my words seriously. i jokingly told her to only spray once cause im afraid my insect repellent would finish. (btw aku tk kemot la.) then what's next? she got mosquito bites on her legs and forehead. hahah. ouh ya, snapped a few pictures only. most of the pictures i took are blurry. i posted only 3 of them here. it's not really satisfying not having a good picture in the camera. felt like taking even more but i was too worn out and i sweat like there's no tomorrow.

after which, the bus dropped some of us off at yew tee mrt station and im off home. no turning back. my legs are aching like mad. even now. running, walking, and also due to the achings i got from napfa test the other day. tsk.

monthsary

2009-05-27T12:47:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 16TH MONTHSARY GOKU!

ilysfm. period. (((:

You're the sunlight in my eyes.

Never thought I could love you so much.

stay close ok dear!

test!!

2009-05-24T20:50:00.008+08:00

i have test next week and i still cant get cpa and bev inside my head. well done aty.

anyways, an update on my house. my room is mostly empty now. i have no bed. ): not only my room. in fact, my whole house is already half empty. moving out to a rental flat soon most prolly at bp. it's really a hassle for me. with school and stuff. im packed with a lot of plans ahead of me. and i have been spending my weekends packing up my stuff. yes, its a whole load of stuff. im a type of person who is kinda afraid to throw everything away. cause to me, every bit of my thing is a memory to me.

i have to study for my test now. hope i can get everything inside my head.

which i think not. pfft.

mind my english btw. abit kekok sia today. dont know why.

eff

2009-05-22T21:32:00.009+08:00

school was fun today. lots of laughs with my dearest deena, nana and wawa. 2 hours of cpa, and thats all that i studied for today. after which, went imm to have our lunch and then off wandering around. best part: daiso.

wawa: eh jom uh shop. kite gi tempat2 kite.

deena: tempat2 kite ke? tempat2 kau sume minah rep nye tempat pe.

wawa. sial uh kau.

aty: tempat aku kat daiso!

nana: cheapskate ehk kau.

aty: -.-'

deena: ey bagos pe.

main motive was to buy batteries ONLY. ending up wawa was the one shopping there instead while the rest of us taking pictures with ridiculous head gears and specs. had our laughs and didnt noticed wawa was gone shopping alone. oops. didnt know minahs shop at daiso too. hahaha! joking la wawa. (: finally went off to buy my battery at some shop. back to school for photography. and during that, i had more laughs. thanks to deena. see video for prove/proof.

"akak dan adek2 fierce". haha!

deena said nana looks like a homeless girl.

sorry deena.

tired.

2009-05-22T09:42:00.005+08:00

i've been very busy lately. like seriously no time for my lappy. no internet wireless at home. and my house is half empty! ): i still cant believe the fact that im moving to another house. too much memories are going to be left behind. will be moving at bukit panjang soon. around july-august. yea. in the mean time we have to move to a rental flat, or something. im not very sure.

anyways, im in school currently. had my time to blog for awhile since it's been nearly a week since i last updated a post. im having my bev now but uh.. no lesson. pfft. and after school i have to attend the photography course thingy. tiring? ya, for me. i've been so sleepy nowadays. ouh and ya, yesterday i had a 'meet-the-parent-session' in school. haha! still got such thing ehk. it was so boring yesterday. went up to class and talk crap with classmates while our parents are downstairs listening to some talk. stupid arrangement right? but i cant wait for next year though cause we'll be moving to a new school at chua chu kang. hurhur.

i'll try to update more in the weekends ya. (:

case study dabes!!

2009-05-17T20:46:00.005+08:00

this was the other day. met up deena at chua chu kang mrt to do our BEV case study together. shaiful joined. thought he reached already cause me and deena saw him at Lot 1 wandering around alone. anyways, didnt get to finish our case study at that time cause my lappy was being an ass. and yes deena, someday i'll tanam my lappy deep deep kay. soon.

anyways, after tried case-studying, went to lot 1 to buy myself a contact lens cause my current lens had expired. had worn it since last year's hari raya eventhough it's monthly. pfft! yada yada yada, then finally went home.

and yey i finally managed to finish my case study!
all thanks to dearest nana. ((:

school pictures.

2009-05-15T09:24:00.008+08:00

i havent been posting pictures of school. so here you go! (:

feat Mr Alex Loh with no head (:

last but not least, the 2 retarded people in my class; Shaiful & Ghufran

kay da~

tag replies

2009-05-11T10:30:00.006+08:00

i'll not be updating my blog for quite a while cause i have no wireless at home anymore. i'll be moving house very very very soon and now my house are pertially empty. ):!

so i'll update as soon i have the connection ya. take care readers!

tag replies:

`idil: hahaha aku pon rindu kau la. ya thanks ^^
datin: hohoho! thanks haniz! im getting better now. yey (:
heli: hahaha! board games. that time aku main congkak sia kat mac dgn die. lol.
daffy: aku da nk baik dok!
deena: thanks. aku da berubah pon. (:
JINGHUI`: thanks junghui!
NabilYates: helloooooooooo.
hooper: yea thnks ^^

tak feeling well uh. ):

2009-05-08T16:19:00.007+08:00

im down with a really stubborn fever that wouldnt want to go away. since wedneday, i was feeling super giddy and my temperature was really high. vomited almost 4 times and i vomited quite alot ok. took an mc for yesterday. thought that i was okay today to go for school but no. i was kinda moody and i dont even have the strength to talk. pfft! i dont know why but my tummy wasnt feeling alrightt. have no appetite to even eat half a bread.
-.- tsk.

and so, that explains why i didnt get to update my blog these past few days. even now, im stll trying to force myself to eat but am afraid that i would vomit it all back. like wasted uh. wahlao, i'm becoming skinnier already. grrr. and know what? i hate pills. especially big ones. yucks. feels like chocking myself to death.

aty ngade2 uh. lol. and sorry classmates i wasnt exactly myself today. thanks for the concern though with the "are you okay" questions. haha. ly guys. (:

and to boyfriend too. sorry!!!

belated/advance

2009-05-03T12:19:00.017+08:00

i had a great time with my darlings feat ema yesterday. celebrated my advance birthday yesterday and also shaff's belated. met boyfriend first and then the rest, near singapore flyers. let the pictures do the talking aite. to much to talk about. heehee. my day are in sequence (excpt for the last pic):

beautiful faces of ema. saaaaaaap.

tag replies:
to daffy: kate kau nye girlfriend. sayang kau jgk uh!
to Radiah: you're very much welcome ((:
to boy hingus: hahaha. yes yes very.
to wawa: haha kk aku make sure aku klua dgn krg. (:
to ashish: nothing else to tag?
to sy'az'adeenaaaaaaaaaa: love you too! b'ai.

may day

2009-05-01T21:06:00.010+08:00

i still couldnt get over the qolqolahs. deena calls it qola qola. haha. the 'atykaaahs, sya'zadinaaa, all must have 6 harakat at the end. moreover when we call shaiful, boy hing'uuuuus. lol. it all started from a girl called deena, trying to pronounce my name properly. hahahha. nonsense sia that girl.

anyways, to wawa and danny, really sorry i couldnt follow you guys. ): my parents want me to follow them instead. next time for sure ya?

and so, i was out with my family to taman warisan to watch my first brother perform. didnt know there's a mods may day event too. the vespa were all so delicious! seriously. colourful like sweets. cant miss the chance taking pictures of these vespas. was there for about 4 hours? watched the whole mods may day event and performances from the pinholes and rancour. and i got so sleepy at the end of the day. cause im super bored. i dont know why. pfft.

to fina: yang red vespa tu, aku da order kan kau for your bday present. kau nak kan. aku tau. -.-

ouh ya, meet kristina aliyah. ((:

obviously she's the botak one. effing cute!

and yes, it was asar .

and lastly, happy birthday to radiah qb!

dan 'aku miss 'ashish 'aziz 'apinoshi!

CCS/thailand fren

2009-04-28T22:17:00.019+08:00

time flies kinda fast today. went to school with azhar. this time, i was late meeting him. but amazingly, we came to school quite early today; after continously came to school late and being labelled as the two common late comers. classmates were surprised, asking, "Wah! Why early today?". pffft! -.- i was hardly ever been late to school before. not until this year. anyways, i don't blame azhar for this. i blame the traffic. curse you traffic. just as we were reaching our stop, there was a so called traffic jam? i dont know but what the eff. frustrating to the max. and this doesnt happen once ehk.

anyways, school today was as per normal. what's stucked in my head now is all about Business Environment (BEV). 3 hours of that module. it is already the 3rd week and im starting to get all stressed up. grrr. at 1pm, my cluster had to go to classes to sell lock pads for lockers. hahah serious shit we look like those insurance agents or even those people who sell things wearing their ties and smart pants & shoes. PFFT! oh, did i mentioned. i have to wear those to school everyday (except friday). ala-ala business woman like that. -.- oh oh! and i was super attentive for Office Application (OFA) today. thanks to rand(om). he's sooooo clever. ^^

ok enough of school, it's my thailand friend's birthday tomorrow! waa sey. i miss him and darlings so badly. and this is his advance birthday wish from me!

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY SHAFIQ!!!

(he don't really smile like that uh fyi)
sorry shaff. no other proper picture. HAHA!

ps. thanks dearest.
ily ever so much. (:

to all 'biji' fanatics.

2009-04-26T22:58:00.011+08:00

a day with girlfriend to JP.

nice right? come order uh! why wait wait?!

this is a little bit expensive though.

da tu je.

tuts my barreh

2009-04-25T12:26:00.001+08:00

one word:
WAHAHAHAHAH!!!

found this at ema's favourites.

QBEEZ

2009-04-23T13:14:00.007+08:00

im back with updates. it's been quite awhile since my last update aye. sorry ehk.
my brother had to borrow my lappy for days cause he had to do slides for his civil defence thing. that explains. currently, i'm in school now. and i am soo fcken bored. im supposed to be doing my assignment now but oh well. have to hand in tomorrow anyways.

oh ya. took pictures in class the other day but the pictures are still with wawa. ):
and i miss my darlings so much!!
ps. a proper update soon kay.

ok end.

wafi

2009-04-19T20:30:00.007+08:00

went to my cousin's daughter's birthday party at yishun. as usual, cupcakes! but small cute ones. it has almost been a tradition for our family to have cupcakes on birthdays. haha. it's been a long time since i last saw my cousins. miss those loudness. anyways, i met my wafii! so effin cute laa. so the opposite of my sis. quiet and well behaved. pffft.

sad he don wanna entertain me. ):

now people starts calling me kun.
thanks uh azhar. jerit lagi name aku kuat2 kat klas kay.

sembarang uhh

2009-04-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

sorry for the long wait for an update.
been very tired nowadays, thanks to school. it was fun though. went to meet fina, lishan and shermaine earlier today to report at monfort sec for tutoring. lucky it was 10-12 instead of 9-12. im not a morning person. that is pretty much why. after which went woodlands for lunch with only fina. the other two ah lians went 'haukang'. after which, on our way home, met haniz and shafiq! gosh. miss those people. fina went home while i stayed with them for awhile. didnt know they're gonna meet the toyol ns guy, azmi, not until when he appeared right behind me. he shocked me wih his alien head, seriously. truthfully azmi, you look wierd uh. sorry. HAHA! nvm, can grow back. hoho. walked around cp then went pastamania. tried azmi's chicken spicy what ever it's called. the chicken taste really nice. tried to put mentos and coke together to create "explosion" but it didnt happen. ): i think spearmint wont work with coke light.

anyways, went home after that cause i was friggin slpy. chatted with a few on msn and now here i am. not feeling quite myself now. ok bye.

you dont see it coming do you.... -.-

try understanding me now.

skool

2009-04-14T20:26:00.000+08:00

all i can say is that, my first day of school was awesome.
ouh! me and azhar are in the same class! yey! hahah. he was the kecoh starter in our class. and there's a lot of gerek gerek people available. only one that we call, "mr know-it-all". hahaha. cant stand him.

that's all i wanna update about today so far. there's more that happened but im too sleepy and lazy to blog about it. haha! i know i know, it's better not to blog at all right. but just wanna tell some of my lings how my first day goes.

to fina: sorry tak dapat reply kau. prepaid super duper mega low!
to heli: wait2, nanti aku upload. scanner rosak uh beb. heh.

justice

2009-04-12T22:11:00.001+08:00

coolest music video i've seen so far.

i love this! love the colourful t's. ^^

apologies

2009-04-10T17:31:00.000+08:00

sorry for the inconvenience.

my blog had to "disappear" for a couple of days due to some reasons.

but it's open for all now. hope my readers didnt go far far away yet.

will update more soon.

ashish smashish!

2009-04-08T00:00:00.003+08:00

happiest 18th birthday

to boyfriend ku yang sangat belo dan bonchet(less).

i'm happy for you. cause i know all these while you have been looking forward to being 18. just so you can get your bike license. (jangan lupa tumpang kite!) haha. dream big okay and never give up on what you really want to do. dreams don't come true if you don't achieve it and im sure you know that. and don't let others let you down especially those buggers. they are only a bunch of green-eyed monsters. you know i'll always be right here when you need me, okay dear?

and lastly, i love you so freaking much Goku!!!!!

much loves yang terlampau banyak sekali, aty. (:

mok.

2009-04-05T19:40:00.013+08:00

my dad has gone abroad again. greaat in 2 very different reasons: my money is all with him, and 2nd, a little more freedom for me. woohoo.

sent my dad to the airport. bid goodbyes following with hugs and kisses, and off to eat; at popeyes. and seriously i ate soo much i think im growing fat. well, i wish. pffft. went woodlands bazaar with my remaining family and bought more food. then at home, i ate mee soup, mee hongkong, and one goreng pisang. and i finished them all okay. hahah. what's with me today seriously? prangai gemok sia. lol. it's like food mania at home. nevertheless, im fully stuffed. alhamdulillah. (:

i miss goku so freaking badly. the last time i met him was on tuesday. awww. cant wait for this wednesday though. ^^

and ouh, azmi is going ns pretty soon now. big guy already huh. to azmi: insaf ehk azmi. da besar. ingat tuhan kay. hahaha. and sorry i didnt went for your farewell party the other day. oops? im sure alot of people are gonna miss you uh. right guys? haha (:

kay dabes!

gold

2009-04-02T21:38:00.015+08:00

i didnt know my cheek was uneven, until now. pfft.
cacat wei. ):

same place, same position.
HAHA! then, its way back when we were in sec 2?

concave friend (:

so-random pictures.

don't be disappointed on what you get. at least you guys sustain. you guys did your best already. no use crying now cause it wont change anything. it's better than having a bronze or worst, c.o.p right? anyways, congrats for having gold ya. (:

gd luck!

2009-04-01T22:05:00.001+08:00

good luck msl band for your SYF tomorrow!!!!!
do your very best okay!

with love.

like so?

2009-03-29T21:08:00.010+08:00

i wish to make a stop motion video on my own some day.
that'll be so interesting.

oh wait, i did!

but i wish to make a longer version of it. :D

muktamat.

webcam shits/birthday/mthsary/registration

2009-03-27T22:56:00.012+08:00

uhuh.

another webcam shits. i did something to my hair. i have loose waves. not really curly. messy2 curl kinda look. and i like it. cant really see it here. too bad my cam is currently with shafiq.

anyways, there's alot of things that happened today. first and formost, happy birthday to my dearest umi. she just turned 49. so old already but still very cute and chubby. haha. went to have a family dinner at jurong just now, with aunt idah's family. and surprisingly, i managed to finish my food despite having an early dinner with fina at banquet. 2ndly, happy 14th mthsary to me and bf. love you so freaking much dear; even with the constant fights that we recently had. seriously, it was so heart aching having fights with you. im more to sad than angry. just wish it would be lesser. and i miss you hell loads.

and 3rdly, i had registered for school earlier today. fina accompanied me. and what happened during the registration, only fina and me will know. confidential. hahaha. and after which, saw acha!! as in, azhar. omg, like i totally forgot about him going to the same course as me until when i saw him coming in to the school. -.-

ouh and about my house being sold, guess what, its not. its back on sale again. wth. but my dad said by hook or by crook, this house should be sold by june. cause there's like a lot of buyers for this house and somewhat, they're like bidding for it. come on. bid faster.

ps. yes, i have long tongue.

..and i can fold it to 3. YAH! tak tipu.

late pic update! -.-

2009-03-26T21:54:00.007+08:00

A no-thanks to azmi who said he's gonna send me these picturees but many thanks to daffy who sent me these instead . ^^

-a day with the lings at orchard.
this was like how many days ago but still, an update.
seems like i have not been updating alot of pictures these days.
so yea. here you go. (:

tamat.

family guy

2009-03-25T19:00:00.003+08:00

hahahaha!-to this!

i dont know why a simple vid like this made me laugh so hard the first time i watched it. thought of sharing this with you guys. im just so bored.

jaded

2009-03-21T18:05:00.010+08:00

how does it feel being scolded by 3 different people in a row? suck isnt it? how does it feel when you are being accused? to shut up?

sigh. can my day get any worst. i cant explain. everything i say is wrong. or maybe, everything i do is wrong too. everything goes against me nowadays. i don't know what to do or say. it's like a domino. one after another. i was being pushed around like a selfless doll. i was said that i always want to win in fights. in a situation when you are clearly innocent, i admit, i want to win. but for now, i lose. i dont know how to prove this. it burst out like a volcano, that significant other. i don't understand what's this suppose to mean. i dont understand where is this going.

i was told to shut up. i will.
and thanks yusra for the cheek kiss.
she somehow made me realize that there's still people who cares.

im off. (away)

dear titters

2009-03-17T23:49:00.004+08:00

these notes were kinda fun after all.

ps. it's all an inside joke. so for some of you, it's ok if you don't get it.

som

2009-03-17T19:36:00.022+08:00

was out to watch a movie yesterday with boyfriend. a movie called 'Coming Soon'. the ghost or should i say "creature" is so freaking scary. seriously. a face you wouldnt forget. to make matters worst, my sit next to me was empty. o_o but it's laughable at some parts though. som, som, som. inside joke. hahah. and at the end too. make me wanna smack that bugger's face. still not dead yet sia. haha.

ok enough about the movie. i still have not registered for school yet. one more week to go for registration. so late. and i still havent get my hair done! urgh. fina did her hair already but it was an unexpected hair-do. she permed it in end. pfft! it's shorter than usual. it suits her though.

anyways, im doing bracelets made out of beads. darlings, help me out will ya? kate je nak tolong tapi tak tolong tolong!!! (:

im done blogging now. i'll not be regular here or wherever in the net. wireless is being an ass again. im using brother's vodafone for today. so, beep me if needed.

PS. daffy, heli. gi buat tagboard la!!

toodles.

changi pah

2009-03-14T00:23:00.009+08:00

im now at changi's chalet. yes, i brought my laptop along cause i knew im gonna be super bored. luckily my dad's friend, cik enal, brought his wireless internet thing. if not i wouldnt have been blogging now. duhh~

anyways, im starting to miss boyfriend so much already. i know i know it's just changi but i just feel that im so far away from him than usual. it's 12:28 am and still people are playing bingo and bbqing downstairs. i bet they'll gonna sleep super late tonight. ouh ya. forgot to mention. this chalet is so freaking big and spacious. it's surrounded by thick trees. creepy huh. it's even creepier when aunt idah said that we cant go out through the back door of this big mansion. she said cause there's a certain reason to it. uuuu. creepy. but, it's fun when there's a lot of people in it. 5 big rooms and each of it has it's own bathroom. and it's kitchen, oh em gee. bigger than your bedroom uh. only that people around here are mostly around their late 30s. and they only talk about fishing stuff. jiwa fishing pah. pffft! there are kids though. but i had to take care of yusra. she's running a high fever. poor thing.

wow, i got nothing else to blog about. fckn bored right now.
oh! and i just realised yesterday was friday the 13th. LOL. slow me. -.-

fufuuuuuuu

2009-03-12T23:16:00.007+08:00

shitss.

i still cunt use flash player. i think my pet fufu in pet society is already dying. nearly a month without my TLC. and i even forgot how fufu looks like.

awww poor thing ):

anyways, going chalet for 2 days at changi. to fina, im sorry i cant go to work this saturday. hope we can get our pay asap though. if not, kepala babi at his front door! grrr.

END.

photoshoot

2009-03-11T21:19:00.017+08:00

photoshoot with boyfriend.

that's the best pics that i can upload here. more pics were taken but i can't just fit it all here. more of him but less of me. cause i'm just fit taking pictures. not a model. lols. he's super great at it. how can i not love him. xx

syg my mr tofu!

fact #36; we aint pretty.

2009-03-08T12:46:00.017+08:00

fat skinny whatever

2009-03-05T19:35:00.012+08:00

first, my photoshop. now, my flash player?! urghh. my dad said it's cause im using other people's wireless. wth. share share uh. now i cant listen to music online or even watch vids on youtube. -.-' bored much? and everything that's going on inside my lappy is fcking slow. im so wanna buy a new lappy. lol. goodness. im such a "money-waster". anyways, im starting to miss my darlings. again. nearly a week now. boyfriend is toooo busy again, with his pelamin stuff. i miss you, you, you, you aaaand you!! meet up soon ya.
like seriously.

i was bloghoppin cause obviously im bored. then i came across an interesting entry. this is what i found:

right when i thought that eating disorders were two years ago, i get a ton of comments along the lines of “OH MA GAD IMA GUNNE FED YA WIT MEAT N FAT YA KNO LIK EAT MAN EW” on my newest picture. the one right next to this text. i think people don’t understand how offending it is to be called too skinny. it’s exactly like when you call someone too fat. i do not do anything in order to be this skinny, i’ve always been thin. of course, i do not eat mcdonalds everyday, i work out and actually eat healthy. but that’s just me caring for my life. i don’t wanna die of a heart attack at eighteen. how sad would that be? people need to understand we were all born with a different metabolism. some people barely eat, and are still considered over weight. other people can eat fast food everyday, and won’t gain a single pound.

that really hit me cause that's what i had been keeping. i used to be skinny and i hope im not now. people used to call me skinny. they kept calling me im too skinny, or im a size s forever. i know, they are just trying to state the facts. but when they started saying like, "you're too skinny, go eat some meat.", don't they know that they're somehow offending the other person? moreover when that person keep on saying the same old thing over and over again; like a tape recorder. like that entry said, it's like calling people fat. ouh and yes, i agree, people were all born with a different metabolism. i can eat alot, day and night, and still wont gain any pound. and if i did gain, i would lose it again the next day. so don't only think that trying to be thin is hard. trying to be fat is equally as hard. -.-

what else.

you happy donkey cigarette

2009-03-03T23:30:00.015+08:00

my photoshop is being one shitty gay ass fck. i cant even open it. arghhhhhhhhhhh. why, stupid photoshop. why, stupid lappy. why??! grr. i used imageready to edit pics. wth. -.-' im so gonna uninstall this stupid, spoilt piece of shit. urgh. seriously. times like this, these kind of things shouldnt be happening. im gonna be so freaking bored now. besides playing games online, and tv, and eat, movie marathoning, youtubing, or whatever. it feels like im not working at all. well, let's just put it that way. tutoring kids now is lesser than before. so it doesnt feel like im working at all. and friends are busy with school, boyfriend is busy working now. me? HAH. rot at home, trying to make myself fat. lol. guess what. mentioning about school, it has been a long time since i last hold a pen and write something knowledgable. pfft. i think im getting dumber as time goes by. k touch wood. i hope im not. HAHA. obviously im bored now so, i blog.

anyways, got to find out that my house was being sold. yes, again. to a malay couple. it was sold to a chinese family at first, but they backed out last minute. something about money, i dont know. HDB stuff. and so, my house was back on sale again. then finally now, another buyer wanted to buy my house. well, i hope it's official cause i saw my parents signed the papers. i cant really confirmed. cause i know i said about this before. heh.

and ouh, i got a new nick. nizam created one for me. its atycus. pronounced, aty-kers. cool right?! eventhough it sounds like 'cactus'. lol. random stuff la. we were bored and we eventually created stupid nicks by having extra words behind our names. like: daffycus, daffychers, azicus, azichers, helicus, helichers, etc. sound so dumb but oh well. boredom striked. haha.

peace. (-.-)v

finally, back.

2009-03-02T23:00:00.002+08:00

im contactable through my phone.
at 8152..dots, dots, dots.
sorry for those who failed to contact me.
im reachable now.

okay end.

more dumb webcam

2009-02-25T23:30:00.012+08:00

this is what we did today. nothing much.

just having normal, legal fun! ^^

end.

- goes mariah version

2009-02-22T20:37:00.007+08:00

i was transferring songs to my handphone when i found this:

i shall not tell who sang this or i'll be killed by that particular person.
but tho those who knew who sung it, then ok.

amazing. i still have this in my phone. lol.
it's a short audio though.
really sorry to that particular person!

i cant help to ignore.

(pause blog song to listen, stupid.)

hot/cold weather

2009-02-21T23:36:00.004+08:00

went scape youth park for that S.L.A.P. launch party thing. main objective was to see my brother perform; besides wanting him to treat me and fina that fish and chips at botak jones. haha. saw couple of peeps there. seth's friends. well, except him. and firdaus. and skoot. and some which there are too many to mention. pfft. i was with fina and we were from work earlier that morning before we went there. it was scorching hot for the first half of the day and then, it rains drastically for the other half. what a day for an event at youth park huh. after watching Sourgrapes, went on to meet boyfriend and the others at cineleisure while fina had to go off first. walked around and then it was left with me and boyfriend and nizam. talked about almost everything. and yes, i had fun. and finally, back home. (:

ps. no pictures. camera's batt is dead. ):

THE END.

webcam/printscreens

2009-02-19T23:49:00.006+08:00

Life's meaningless if you wont wanna lighten it up once in a while.

in other words, life's a bore if you dont like making stupid, retarded faces. (:

was bored waiting for boyfriend. luckily fina's online and had webcam sessions with her. after awhile when boyfriend finally came, we continued. having stupid print screens. like these. was trying to make fina make her stupid faces but she wouldnt want to. she's afraid people might see her. no matter how hard me and boyfriend tried to make her do it, in the end, we gave up. she's damn right stubborn. HAHA. okay. so for the rest of the days, boyfriend accompanied me at home so i wont get bored. cause i was sick and couldnt go out. i know, through those pictures, i dont really look sick. im all cured now cause boyfriend was there to spend his day with me. lol. playing sick? not really laa. haha. today is my 3rd day being sick and i guess it's going away for good now. (:

attempts on trying to make fina her stupid face.

k failed.

ps. im loving printscreens even more now.

clementi fosho

2009-02-17T14:27:00.008+08:00

i cant use my handphone for the moment. bill's not paid. i only can recieve calls and msgs. to those who contacted me through msgs, sorry i cant reply.

i'll get this done pretty soon. so, call me instead. ya?

and about school. i'll be going to clementi. bummer, no? i don't really mind uh. i guess it's not that bad. i would love to learn a 3rd language. but the only thing is that, as far as i know, i hardly have anybody i know there. besides boyfriend. pfft. anyways, to shafiq, it seems that i'll not be going to school with you this year. )):

ok da.

i miss us.

2009-02-15T19:04:00.013+08:00

everything is changing. nothing last forever. yes? that is why im cherishing every moment i have with my darlings. whenever i flashback memories, i always wish i could turn back time. that "siapa last anak babi" game at the spiral staircase, pulling up skirts at the school's hallway, to and fro toilet routines, playing with ema's hair, outrages laughters we had, the stupid lame jokes only we understand. in short, every single thing that we've been through together. i bet the rest of my darlings miss those fun too. now each and everyone of us are going into our seperate ways. we did do meet ups but we are not as close like we were back then.

i'd read fina's blog post. it's so sad to see her not getting use of her surroundings in school, yet. it's even more sad when she wished that i was in the same school with her. aww. i do wish to be in the same school with her too. but i cant. then again, im sure and i hope sooner or later, she will be getting around school being herself again. (:

let's review back old times can?

ps. thanks helina for the sweet valentine gift. (:

end.